Black Hug

I look up to the red sky with my eyes full of melancholy and sorrow. I walked down to the end of this world just to watch her die. Back then, she said "Good bye", the worst and most difficult part of letting go.

I grabbed her corpse, still as beautiful as she was alive. As pretty as the first time I saw her. Her cold skin froze my tears and sent shivers down my spine.

Here, at world's end, I find my heart's cold grave and with it, my infinite smile. The world moved, trembled and got lost inside darkness. My tears became drops of blood and the shadows held me... It started to consume my body. I didn't care, the most important thing for me, my most valuable treasure was gone...

So here I am. Inside of my fears and demons. All alone and suffering for a lost love. I see inside of myself and notice my heart is black, no beating and pumping nothing but cold oil.

My mind is still full of questions and there is one that still beats me 'till the point of crying: Do I want to be like this?